Insanity

Vandalizing my lone moments,
Pestering my loner dreams
And deriding my effusive concernment,
What far shall it help you achieve?

My heart beyond a suture,
Mind poise,
And eyes seared by sluicing tears,
No mayhem more shall your word cause.

I am marked now by a perverse insanity.
From benevolent being to a con-flagrant frantic,
Spirits seemingly convulsive,
I have apprehensions I be trampled
And crumbled by time's magnificence.

I beg not for a moment of care, nor of love.
But that kindness I deserve;
As shall any being from any elser one.

One lone instant of yours together with mine
Can heal the ecstasy I walk through.
And one more of it can benumb my each rue.